Ako din gaya gaya...

Nainggit ako eh. So I did what I do best in school... I COPIED from Tyrone:


1. Go here.
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2. Go here.
The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3. Go here.
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4. Go here.
The first ten links you end up in (minus the .coms) are your 10 song titles.

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And the results are… (drumroll please)

Band: Fenny Heemskerk

Album: Am Not a Republican

Album Cover: Click here.

Song Titles:

Action Girl Sports
Lycaeum
ZineMart
Yahoo Sports
Typhographica
Strange Sisters
Protocol 42
Cyclonews
Black Box Oakland
Frankenweb

Now, that's pretty interesting. I like my album cover... it's so COOL! (Ty, I learned that word from you)

Ok, now I start on my album...

You're lucky! You knew me before I became famous!!!

Too soon?

Guess what... I'm going home soon! Time flies... literally! But you know what I realized? God would always give you opportunities so you could discover something great... But it's not easy at first because you are always blinded by your thoughts and fears.

I have been living for 26 years (obviously, I am understating... I stopped counting at 25! hehe!) and I never had friends like them. SOOO noisy! SOOO loud! SOOO green minded! SOOO... hehe! Well, I could go on and on. But one thing for sure. I would regret leaving because of them.

I once said that the "dream" is not for me. It still isn't. But with these people around, I might reconsider.

Hey you tetots... I will miss you!

Hoping...

I feel that I don't have a reason.  I don't even think I have an effect on others.  Not even myself.  This makes me sad. 

But then I saw this video.

Sometimes we do have a purpose.  Even for a sec.

Hope I find mine.

Soon.

Still...

Two months have passed since my last blog and I still am pondering of the same thing...

"What is my purpose in this world?"

I feel that I've reached the point in my life that i am in a plateau. They say that I am the only person who can change it. I guess I am just scared. Or maybe, I am a mediocre.

If my dad could read this, I'm sure I'll be getting a hard nudge from him... AGAIN! Maybe this time, harder... to make me come back to my senses.

It's too early to have a mid-life crisis. At my age, I should be at my peak. But...

Hay... ang tagal nga naman matapos ang buhay...

Why?

Often times, I feel like I have no reason to be in this world. I find no meaning in my life. No purpose. No use...

Average life expectancy is between 65 and 70...

Wala pa ko sa kalahati.

Tagal pa...

You know how bored I am?

VERY!!!

I realized that late last year because of the following reasons:

1. I go home at 4PM just to be able to watch a filipino soap opera (No, I don't do that in Manila). Actually, I shout at the TV while watching it. Pathetic!

2. A typical weekend for me -- (a) eat cereals in the morning; (b) watch a minimum of 2 DVDs; (c) hear mass. That's it! Yes, one meal. (okay, maybe some snacks in between but that's it!)

3. And the WORST part is -- I dont have anything to look forward to. Nothing this week. Nothing this month or next. Even nothing this quarter!

I have to find something else to do or I'll lose my mind.... SOON!