My Dream

I was talking to myself this afternoon. Actually talking out loudly (and someone else is hearing this)

"Don't you know that today is just a dream? I am sleeping and today is just a dream. I am dreaming that I am still in June 24, 2007. When I wake up tomorrow, it's already December and I am in my own bed in my own room. Tomorrow, it is December 2007. Everything's a dream."

Talk about insanity.

Can anyone give me a prescription?

HELP!!!

I think I need a break. Signs are showing (again):

1. I cry a lot. Sometimes it is because of what I am watching. Sometimes, I cry while working. Sometimes, if I am singing a sad song. Sometimes, for no reason at all.

2. I don't really want to talk to anybody. I can not talk for a whole day. Mints are a good thing to have.

3. I'd rather stay inside my bedroom than see people (more of a certain person).

4. Normally, I would be the one initiating contact. Now, I don't. I am detaching myself to the world.

Hmm.. I don't think a break would solve that. I need help!!!

Maybe I should call Dr. Suresh. Maybe, I am special I just don't know it. Maybe...

I Love COOKIES!!!!

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth. You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around. You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60% Envy: 20% Gluttony: 20% Greed: 20% Lust: 0% Pride: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17% You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.

How Sinful Are You?

Reality TV

I have been surfing and surfing for hours to find a good show on TV. All the shows that I am watching have ended its season and will be back by fall.

What's with Americans and reality TV? Almost all the channels have new reality TV shows. Let me tell you what I saw on TV just yesterday:

1. America's got Talent - Simon Cowell is one of the producers. Result? American Idol copycat!

2. On the Lot - a reality show for Spielberg wannabes.

3. The Next Best Thing - this is for impersonators. I think this one is lame.

4. Age of Love - this is like The Bachelor but one set of girls are in their 20s and another set in their 40s.

5. Last Comic Standing - for stand up comedians

Those are just examples of Reality TV shows. They do have something in common. Three judges. The good. The bad. The ugly. Originality please....

I have no more shows on TV. I have no one to chat with. I now sleep early.

Oh my pathetic life...

Being Single

Last Monday, my friend texted and asked if she can call me in the office. That's either very good news or very bad news. Turns out, she got engaged over the weekend and she doesn't want to just text or email me to tell me the good news. I was really happy for her. Really! But part of me is not. NO, not because of her but because of me. I will be left alone.

Another similar story in my single life. In high school, we formed a group called SB which means SINGLE BLESSEDNESS. Because we are all singles. And we would choose to be single as long as it takes. I think that was the influence of Mr. Javier in one of his classes in Theology. So, at that time, we all thought that we will not be alone when we grow old. Well, we thought wrong. To date, I think there are only 2 left in the group. Yes, the other one is me. The rest got married. Traitors!! Yes, for me they are!

Why is it great to be single? Let me tell you why:

1. You wouldn't have to share the bed with anyone (this is debatable at this time)

2. You wouldn't have to count your safe days (again, this is debatable)
3. You will have all the pillows to yourself
4. You will have all the time in the world
5. You will have all the money for yourself

Hmm... Well, that's all I can think of. Lame isn't it?

1. You do have a big bed but its not always nice to be sleeping alone (get a dog)
2. You can always count your safe days and wish you do have a reason to count.
3. The pillows cannot take the place of a warm body beside you (get a warm dog)
4. Its not fun doing anything alone
5. This one I like. =)

Thirty years from now, if we have our reunion, I'll be going there ALONE. Maybe I'll have a private nurse. With the money all to myself, I'll make sure that I can afford a hunk of a nurse.

Give me time, I'll be out of this stupor.

Soon....

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

People here say that I have OCD. As far as I know, I don't. You be the judge.

Here are their observations:

1. I have all my files color coded. (this stresses me out since there are only a FEW Stabilo colors available.

2. I have all my reports FILED in chronological order (no its not required. I just want to see them there)

3. All my binder clips are attached in the desk organizer according to sizes.

4. All my office supplies in my drawers (boxes of paper clips, staple wires, pins, etc) are taped at the bottom so it wouldn't move when I open the drawer.

5. My processes are documented and filed per WORKDAY requirement and is clearly labeled.

6. ALL my files are labeled (even personal files like phone bills, cellphone, credit card, etc).

That's just in the office. At home:

1. The dining table should be centered (as in geometrically CENTERED) to the lighting fixture.

2. The accent on the center table in the living room should be at the CENTER of the table. And the center table should be at the CENTER of the living room (in reference to the lighting fixture).

3. All my bathroom stuff should be the same style. If I'll change one, I'll change all.

4. Magazines are filed per MONTH.

5. The silverware should be grouped per kind.

Those are just examples.


So, am I?